singlegirl's Diaryland Diary
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And the winner is...
I have made my decision...I chose Tim.
I'm in love with him. And he's in love with me. We have an amazing time together and he's wonderful.
It is hard when he's out of town, but it does make the time he's here even better. This time he's only gone for 12 days, so it's not too bad. He'll be home again a week from Monday.
I love, love, love the honeymoon stages of relationships. Saying "I love you" twenty times a day, holding hands and hugging non-stop, sex every night and everything is fun. It'll end soon enough, but I'm enjoying every minute of it while it lasts.
I enjoy other parts of relationships too - I'm excited to move forward with Tim.
I love that he is proud to be dating me. He always introduces me as, "My girlfriend, Liz." He talks about me all the time and I've met many of his friends. A complete 180 from Chad.
I'm still fat. Dating makes you fat! We go out to dinner all the time. I'm yo-yo-ing so badly. When he's out of town, I work out like crazy and eat healthy and drop 10 - 15 pounds. Then, he comes home and I gain it back. It's stupid.
Started my official training session for the half marathon today (4 miles)...I was going to do the one on October 17th, but there is another one November 7th, which will buy me a few more weeks. I want to run it well. I want to feel good and have a good time.
Work has been so stressful. Awful. Horrible. I'm doing two jobs right now (literally, my co-worker was out for 6 weeks and they didn't hire a replacement, just asked me to do both jobs) and will be for the foreseeable future (with no compensation).
It was discovered a few weeks ago that several thousands of dollars is missing. They have "proof" that it's my co-worker. She's coming back from her time off on Monday and they are going to ask her about it and then escort her out. It takes months and months to rehire.
Ugh. And our new office policy? Zero tolerance for mistakes. How fucked up is that?!? What a crappy policy. Way to make people feel worried about doing their jobs. I feel like I need to look for a new job.
Anyway...enough work issues. It's taking up too much space in my brain as it is.
Photos! Tim and I at Dave Matthews and then at Social Distortion and then bowling! Love it!!! This is the healthiest relationship I've ever been in...not sure if I've grown up or if it's him or a combination of both...
3:48 p.m. - August 15, 2009
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