singlegirl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- He loves me... So, things are going well! *** After our talk about the not being so physical, Chad still didn't see me that much...we "talked" everyday over email, but we didn't talk on the phone or see each other more than twice last week. So, this was the email I sent him in response to that (it's a good one): Well, I guess I have something I wanted to talk to you about - and it can wait until tomorrow - I just didn't know if it would be easier to talk about before we go out again... *** So that was Wednesday...he CALLED me that night and was so sweet. He told me he had been thinking about me. He actually said, "I was thinking about you tonight, this afternoon, this morning, last night, yesterday afternoon, yesterday morning, the day before that, the day before that, the day before that and so on." I heart him. So he asked me how I wanted him to respond - phone, in person, over email...I told him he could choose and he chose email. He didn't have time to get back to me yesterday, so we talked about it last night when we were out... Bottom line...he really, really likes me and is scared. Scared of his strong feelings towards me. He's never felt so strongly about someone so quickly...He's fascinated by me. So, on the other hand, he's terrified of having his heart broken. He's been hurt in the past and doesn't want to go through the heartbreak again. So, he's being cautious. Fine...I can live with that. I'm not going to throw a perfectly good thing away because he moves a little more slowly than me. Mmmm...he's such a good boy. And we made it a week without sex...pretty good. Last night was amazing. On the couch, kitchen counter, in bed, and then again this morning...1.5 hours of sleep. Oh and the entire time? I have a ruptured ovarian cyst. So, I read about it online (after going to the gyno today for an ultrasound and diagnosis) and either everyone else is a huge pussy or I'm kind of a bad ass. Actually, mine must have been pretty small. I'm uncomfortable all the time - like I had horrid menstrual cramps, but I don't need to go to the ER or take Viciden or anything...it can last up to 2 weeks though - ugh! But yes, the sex was oddly pleasurable - 3 orgasms - not kidding - and painful all at the same time... Off to become a blonde! I'll post pics later. 1:15 p.m. - April 03, 2009 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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