singlegirl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Confessions of a Formerly Former Fat Girl Two-hundred and nineteen pounds. No wonder I feel bloated and sick. Uncomfortable. This time last year, I weighed 200.2 pounds. And sadly, I�ve gained the 18+ pounds in the past few months. It wasn�t gradual, it was quick and dirty. My pants don't fit. All of a sudden. They were fine last week and now I'm wearing skin tight pants to work. So fucking pathetic. So, once again, this will be my weight loss journal. That determination and fire I felt the first time I lost 109 pounds is back. I will feel comfortable again when I�m below 210. I will feel unstoppable once I hit the 190�s � numbers I haven�t seen since highschool. And once that unstoppable feeling sets in, the weight will continue to fall off. My goal is 150. I�m back. 9:36 a.m. - October 20, 2008 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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