singlegirl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Happy Holidays I cannot believe how long it�s been since I�ve updated. I guess it�s because I have nothing to say. Nothing interesting anyway... My life is pretty much the same. I�ve lost 15 pounds now, which is good. I wish it was more, but I guess I�ll just take what I can get. Jeremy text messaged me yesterday and I briefly flirted with the idea of inviting him down (for company and for sex), but I didn�t. I really don�t want to see him again and I know that I deserve someone much, much better than him. My friends are going out a bit more, which is good and bad. Good because I�m not as bored, bad because I drank more this week than I probably had all last month (which still sadly isn�t much). I went out Saturday night and had 4 light beers. I watched the Colts game Monday night and had 4 lights beers. My friend came over Tuesday night and I had 4 light beers. Last night, the girls came over and they drank, but I didn�t. I figured 12 beers in one week are more than plenty. One of my best friends got engaged. I�ve had a few other friends get engaged, but none of my best friends (that sounds so middle school). Anyway, I�m going to be a bridesmaid � maybe. She asked and I accepted, but it all depends on the dress. There are only 2 bridesmaids and one maid of honor. The maid of honor is her younger sister, who is a sophomore in college. She maybe wears a size 2. Maybe. The other bridesmaid is my other best friend and college roommate. She seriously (and I�m really not kidding), weighed 98 pounds until the end of freshman year. And no, she�s not anorexic. She�s just skinny (and has naturally large sized-D boobs). So yeah, if the dress they want to wear is skin tight or spandex or something, I simply cannot wear it. We�ll see. I�d make a pretty mean guest book girl too. And also, can you be in a wedding and not take a date? Unless I meet someone between now and next fall, I�m going to be dateless. That�s a sad thing � a dateless, 30 year old bridesmaid? I could cry. But who knows, right? Maybe I�ll be a hot, skinny dating-machine then. I�ve started flirting again. And really noticing guys. I had zero interest for a long time, but it�s kind of fun again. I think losing 15 pounds (which really is just the tip of the iceberg) has helped in that department. My niece, Hannah, is so cute. I�ll have to put a picture up on flickr soon. I am taking a half day today so I can baby-sit in the afternoon. It�s my first time alone with her. I hope I can do this � I don�t remember the last time I took care of a little baby. And my sister-in-law is going to be gone for almost 4 hours. Well, I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas or a Happy Whatever-you-celebrate. I�ll update more often � especially if my life gets a little more interesting! 8:40 a.m. - December 21, 2006 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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