singlegirl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Blue Carpet I miss romance. Or is what I have better than romance? I have tried to lead by example with little success. I�ve left Jeremy sweet notes, surprised him with a weekend trip and have made a romantic dinner complete with candles and a card. Romantic, no? He acknowledges that he hasn�t been romantic in awhile, but that�s all he�s done�and once he does something, that�s all he�ll do for awhile. Romance doesn�t have to cost money � leave me a love note. Make me dinner...that�s all I can think of, actually. Perhaps I�m not so romantic either. But, on the other hand, Jeremy does do the dishes, laundry, the ironing, vacuuming, drives me around (every weekend so I can party it up with my friends � he parties it up too, but he�s a much better drinker and driver) and gives me 2 � 4 massages a week. After all that, do I even need romance? Most girls don�t even get that� *** I did the stupidest thing yesterday. I left work at 3:30 (it was my early day) and went home to paint our new sign (our other sign was stolen � who they fuck steals from a not-for-profit?). I spread out the 9 x 12 foot canvas and started working. 2 hours later, I had my sign. I pulled on the edges to get it out of the middle of the living room and guess what happened? The paint leaked through the canvas. The entire (bright blue) sign was also on my tan carpeting � 9 x 12 feet of carpeting. I was SO pissed. I couldn�t lay the sign back down because then I would have 2 messes, so I quickly threw it outside (yes, messing up all the work that I did). It took me 3 buckets of soap and water, 5 towel and 2 hours to get the mess up. Needless to say I was in such a crappy mood when Jeremy got home. We also didn�t eat dinner until 8:30 and I lost most of the skin off one of my fingers from scrubbing. I was so angry�but, 2 sleeping pills and 10 hours of sleep later and I felt better.
4:51 p.m. - August 23, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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