singlegirl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Sex-Less Life I'm horny. Really really really horny. That's bad. When I'm drunk and horny, watch out. Wednesday I went out with my best guy friend, who I'm starting to fall in love with; my ex Ben; and this guy who I would never date, but would love to have sex with. I spent most of the night hanging out with/all over my ex. Why? Cause I was drunk. He thinks that one day we'll get back together. We'll see about that. It's so comforting to be around him. We just enjoy each other so much. I also told my best guy friend that one day we'll fuck. He agreed, but still. And I stopped myself from whispering in the ear of the 3rd guy about how if he didn't have a girlfirend, I would want to be fuck buddies. Luckily something in my brain kicked in before I could do that. Seriously, I need to stay locked in my room and tied down to the bed until this passes. Definitely need to stay away from alcohol-right. Now that I being down to the bed in mind, all sort of dirty thoughts are running through my head. How am I going to get through this weekend? 12:38 p.m. - May 02, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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