singlegirl's Diaryland Diary
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Arm Fat
You know what I hate? I hate how I felt sexy, beautiful and somewhat slim when I was a bridesmaid in my friend�s wedding. She just sent out the photos and I�m hideous.
I feel so stupid for even thinking I looked better. My arms are horrible. Thank God it�s almost winter and I can cover them up.
My arms have probably single-handedly kept me from meeting any guys.
I just hate how I was so excited to see the photos (after years of avoiding the camera) and with each new picture I felt more and more sad.
How far am I going to have to go to look normal? I�m now convinced that I�m going to have to have a full body lift. How come the people on the Biggest Loser (and other shows) lose massive amounts of weight in a shorter time period and have cute little tight bodies after?
I�m losing slower, lifting a ton of weights and I look like an elephant.
Here are the worst ones. Do you think I would die if I sliced my own arm fat off? I�m kind of not kidding.
Ugh! These stupid fucking photos are going to be around forever. I should have paid the photographer upfront to use photoshop.
12:38 p.m. - August 30, 2007
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