singlegirl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Goodbye Tad I decided to end things with Tad. I don�t know how people have affairs. I can�t be second fiddle to anyone. I started getting annoyed that he was spending time with his girlfriend and that�s when I realized that it needed to end. Plus, he�s a project and I don�t want to date projects anymore. He�s 28, still lives at home, is unemployed most of the time and does a lot of drugs. The social worker in me is salivating at the chance to help someone get their life on track, but I need to not pick those types of guys to date. I need to find someone who a). isn�t a cheater and b). isn�t a project. Since I told Tad I didn�t want to have our �sessions� anymore, I haven�t heard from him. He and his girlfriend are supposed to be at the block party tonight. It�ll be weird being around her. I know I�m going to feel so weird and uncomfortable. Again, how do people cheat? Never again! My friend is also kind of mad at me. It�s a long story, but what it boils down to is that she thought I left her a shitty voicemail. I did leave her a voicemail, but in my opinion, it wasn�t shitty at all. I apologized that she took it the wrong way and apologized if her feelings got hurt, but I�m not apologizing for my message. I cannot stand petty fighting...does it end when you get older? So, between her and him, I�m not sure I�m actually going to go to the block party tonight. My other friend thinks I�m acting immature by not going, but I�m just not sure I want to surround myself by Tad and his girlfriend and my angry friend. Doesn�t sound like a fun night to me. We�ll see. Other than that, I have the Colts game on Sunday and then I�m leaving for Florida (hopefully) on Friday. My friend called the airline and asked about the seats. They are 18 inches, but you can raise the arms. I think I�ll be fine. I will be an absolute nervous wreck before we get on the plane, but once I�m seated, I think it�ll be okay. I hope so!!! 11:33 a.m. - September 16, 2006 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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