singlegirl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- PMS Remedy I had a fantastic night last night. It started off kind of shitty, but it ended up being really relaxing and wonderful. I came home from work determined to be in a good mood. I made dinner (we had the fish by the way � but I made the fish sticks into a fish sandwich with homemade tater sauce, shredded lettuce, tomatoes, onions and cheese � it was very tasty), and then we discussed the movie - actually we fought about the movie. Basically we fought about who should pay for the movie. He �jokingly� (I don�t really think he was joking, he just later said that he was) said that I could pick the movie since I was paying for it. That comment made me mad for 3 reasons: 1). I am PMS-ing like crazy; 2). Ben used to ALWAYS assume I would pay for things and I vowed to never let anyone do that to me again; 3). It was just plain rude. So, I got shitty, he got shitty, we had a talk. The week before my period I�m a bitch. That�s all there is to it. I�ve apologized, I�ve tried to control my emotions, I�m going to call PPH today to see if there is another form of birth control that would make me less bitchy � other than that, I don�t know what else to do. It annoys me when he gets sad and tells me that I�ve been �distancing� myself from him lately and that he�s concerned that �our fire� has gone out. Really? I asked him if he felt that way 3 days ago. He said no, it�s only been this week. I told him that he feels this way every month around this time and he really has to stop taking it personally. The last thing I want to do is talk about our relationship when I am PMS-ing. Surely that�s not healthy. I still feel badly though. I shouldn�t be mean to him one week every month. That�s not fair. He told me that he didn�t feel like I thought he was good enough for me and he started to cry. Anyway, we worked through it and we�re fine. Then he came up with �Jeremy�s PMS Remedy.� I suggest all guys should try something like this or some sort of variation. Below is the order of events: 1. A full body massage. He lit candles, and spent 45 minutes massaging every part of my naked body. 2. We got high. 3. We had amazing sex � I think I came twice in about 10 minutes. And I�m sure my roommate might be mad at me this morning cause I don�t think I was quiet. I didn�t care too much last night. 4. We ate chocolate Blizzards with Reece�s Peanut Butter Cup (my absolute favorite) in bed while we snuggled. I mean, really. Who can be angry after that? I think our talk helped a lot and last night was good for both of us. I just hope I can find a solution that controls my emotions and hormones better each month. We can�t keep doing this. God, I want tonight to be a good night. The Pacers are playing so I�m sure we�ll watch it with people. That should be fun � I hope we kick Piston ass. 1:58 p.m. - May 26, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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