singlegirl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Dating History I've been single for 16 days now. I'm not sure how I feel. Sort of lost, sort of free. My dating history - 2 long term boyfriends, and other insignificant hook ups. My first boyfriend was in high school. We dating the last half of high school and the first part of college. He was my first love...first of so mnay things. Regrettably though, he was not the first man I slept with. I didn't lose my virginity until a year after we broke up. Then, through the rest of college, my friends and I were single, and spent our time doing the drunken nights, random hook up things with many different guys. Let me say here that when I say "hook up" I don't necessarily mean sex...I've only had sex with 5 men. 1 was my boyfriend, 2 were men I dated, and two were one night stands. I started dating my last boyfriend right after college. It lasted through grad school and a year after. We're trying to be friends, but I'm not sure if that's going to work out too well. I'm sure that it will be fine over time, but right now I think we're not getting enough separation. It's difficult to go from boyfriend/girlfriend to just friends. Especially when there is still love there. Just not enough. So for now, this diary will be about my life, dating, and maybe one day finding a husband. Actually a psychic I went to a few years ago told me that I was going to marry the 3rd man I fall in love with. The next guy will be him. Funny thing is, I might already know him. That's the exciting part of being single, you never know what's going to happen next. 2:30 p.m. - April 28, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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